Accountability

The more I venture deeper into my spiritualality the more I have started to hold myself accountable for how my life and the things that have happened to me. Of course, there were others involved, but I realize now that my reaction dectated how everything unfolded. When i was younger, no I had no control over a lot of things, but I still had control over my mind and how I let those situations mold me. Once I was at working age and had a means of solely providing for myelf I moved from the environment that caused me so much pain, but it was the mental abuse that lingered. It caused me to not take accountability for my choices and I started to blame everyone else but myself. Now that I have went inside and did the work needed to see that I am the only one that could allow anyone to hurt me, I KNOW BETTER! I can only blame myself. Once you let others be themselves and do what they want, you can then decide how you want to move. For so long I stuck around in situations longer than I should. I allowed people to stay in my life and feed off my energy longer than I should have. But now I know better. I thought I needed others around me to be great. To see my greatness and acknowledge it so I could feel special. Feel wanted and needed. NOW I see myself! I see the love, the light, the glow, the greatness in ME! Now I don't need the acknowledgement or approval of others. Accountability allows you to take control of any situation! I hold myself accountable for MY LIFE!